And for the benefit of all readers on here, we are talking about 8 years ago I think.

The X.

I have to disagree. I use and love the word play. And I do understand the meaning of my own behaviors. Calling it “play” is how I give myself permission to do them.

I am going to talk about dark stuff in the next couple of posts.

I appreciate your sincere and kind words. But, for the record, my wife does not always find me so great, and I am subject to frequent criticism and consequences for all kinds of little failures and annoyances, and not so fairly I might add. So please don’t idealize my submission, because it is obviously not adequate.

Also, I meant to tell you that I find your blog to be very deep, and I respect your candor. Your admission of your sadistic impulses is both delightful and frightening at the same time. And your “drowning a man in piss” fantasies are something I share on an erotic level (as opposed to the pure submissive servitude of just opening up and taking it, and relishing the humiliation without becoming aroused). You are a truly wicked person, and you have every right to be proud and shameless in laying it out for your readers! Keep up the good work.

O.H.